Monday, October 03, 2016

Thoughts on Friends Growing Apart

I'm so sorry. This is not one of those happy post. This is one of those sad phase of my life. Sometimes shit happens and you lost touch with your friends. You grow apart. This post is dedicated to address that elephant in the room. No one seems to talk about it but today I am going to. So why do friends grow apart?

Sometimes we just have to let it die without even  saying goodbyes to each other. Sometimes when you see that friend you just have to pretend that everything is fine and just remember the times when you had each other best.

Sometimes the level of friendship is not parallel to each other. You see that friend like they are your world but to them you are the one that is always available. This one you just have to let it die.

Sometimes you've known your friend for so long that they thought you still are the same person back then. Like you guys are still in high school and it's now 2016. This is now. You have matured. You have changed and you don't live there anymore. You are no longer the same person you used to be. Drop it and leave.

Sometimes people use you as a shield. Bring all the drama to your face and let you handle all the negativity All by yourself. And because you are a good friend you let them use you. You fight all their battles for them. Handle all the drama and that subsides they just leave you like nothing happened. You have to cut this kind of people out of your life.

I have learned that a real friend lives in the now. The one's that never leave by your side. Someone who has the same level of priorities with you.

I also learned that you should never hesitate to cut people out of your life. You have an option. Use it.

Friday, September 16, 2016

Kalanggaman Island, Palompon Leyte

Skinny's Back. It was one of those random weekends wherein I saw a facebook post from our very dear Vice Mayor Mayel Martinez and to invite myself in. Drama free . Full of fun. Got the crew on lock. Y'all know that I could just be anywhere and fit in. Luh. WE do it big. That's how errthang went down.

ps. some photos are taken from Vice Mayor Mayel's account

Thursday, September 01, 2016

Home Sweet Home

Hey what's up. It's been so long since I have posted something on this blog. Nope, I wasn't considering ending this blog. I was just busy writing and doing other things.
So, it has been 10 years since then. Since I was 19 I've been on this blog pouring my heart and mind into this.
I still remembered the day I started writing. I've never felt so alone back then. Afraid of what people might think of if I express myself out loud. Ten years on and no longer afraid. I couldn't believe it. It never felt this good looking back at the old me and making this blog as my home sweet home.

Friday, July 22, 2016


Not everyone knows the reason why I took up nursing. Back in the day, everyone who took up nursing have one main goal. To search for greener pastures. Im not gonna lie, it was mine too but my main reason was very personal. I want to understand what was going on around me. By that I mean my older brother. Growing up nobody explained to me what was happening to him. All I know is that he was crazy. None of my family told me about his drug addiction. Later on as I pursue this career I begin to understand him. I found my answers. All along HE JUST WANTED TO BE HEARD THAT HE NEEDED HELP.  His drug addiction was a cry for help that deep inside he cant utter. So I made it a point that wherever life may take me, no one like him gets left behind. That in this battle they will never be alone. I am here to help. I wont judge. I promise. 💛💚❤️💙💜💗💓