Showing posts with label Confessions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Confessions. Show all posts

Confessions of a CAMWHORE

Saturday, October 05, 2013



#SELFIE #SOLO  #BEAUTY # UGLY #vain #Narcissistic #selfobsessed  no matter the hashtag, when I see a camera or cellphone I just have to take a picture. It doesn't matter if I am in the bathroom, classroom, bedroom as long as your camera had a flash, I gotta strike that pose.

I always get that chilly feeling when I see a camera, that exact same feeling when you see your crush or that feeling when you see that sale sign in the mall. I am not going for the numerous likes on facebook or retweets on twitter, I just love taking pictures of myself. Good or bad, I will post it. My friends are now teasing me that I always have the same pose on a different day. I don't care if they are fed up when I am flooding their timelines with my Photo. I love it. Yeah OBSESSED much!!

I AM SKINNY B. and I AM A CAMWHORE!

I am Awesome because I am Gay

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

I am awesome because I am gay. I can do things that other people can't. I can relate to both sex easily. Being gay made me do more than any people.

As a person, I made it a mission to break every person's gay stereotype. I hope that, slowly but surely I can be a good example to every one that there's more to me than just being gay. That I am a person with so much worth and value.

I am really inspired by Divine Lee for all her causes in fighting against gay discrimination.She is a true modern day warrior. I wanna thank her for her contribution in the LGBT community. She paved the way in showing people that you can be gay and still be awesome.

while you are at it don't forget to like my facebook page, follow me on Twitter, and Instagram

Getting Over Is Hard to Get Over

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

I'm getting really paranoid about this thing. It's like you can never get any sleep at all even though you really want to but your thoughts just keeps you up. Worrying about the wrong stuffs and all crap. Made myself go from being just unhappy to being unhappier with the way my life is going through right now. Thinking about the "should haves" and the "would haves". I've been down this road 2 million times already and can't believe I'm heading that way again. Clinging unto what's left inside, but there's nothin in. It's hard when you preach about how other people should live their lives and yet I can't even get a grip with mine. It's funny when professionally I can help a person live but I'm struggling to be alive. Come on. How cruel life can be?


I know it's bananas when I would say that I had a relapse. I'm already broken but my mind keeps pounding my heart in little bits of pieces til it becomes dust. Why can't we be satisfied with what is laid on our plate? Why do we to reach over someone's platter and take a piece? Crack me up and look inside but I don't have the answers.

Would it be too much to ask if you want your old self back after you are scraped out of your juice?


These thought keeps me alive:

I'm not alone, I'm Just Single. I still got my Friends on my Back.

Happy Mothers Day Majesty

Saturday, May 09, 2009

To the one woman that you'll always have. The only girl in your life that will stand by you through everything. As long as you're with her, you know that everything will be alright.
The only one who will dodge all the bullets just for you to live.

Tomorrow, we will celebrate that special day for her.
Whatever you call her, mama, inay, mommy, mother, make her feel special and that she is appreciated.



To my MAJESTY. Happy MOTHER'S DAY.. I will always love you!

Confessions of a Compulsive Liar

Monday, February 23, 2009

I know that living in this world is not easy. How much more if you’re gay with all the insecurities a person could possibly have. Added by having a dysfunctional family, then went from having it all to almost having nothing at all. I've been through a lot in my life. Lot's of stuffs that nobody even cared to explain because I don't understand everything that's been happening around me. I was lost and confused. That's when I got into alcohol and messed up a lot in high school. I was having a hard time trying to fit in. I tried to hang out with all types of people, bad and good. I lied, I bluffed, I exaggerated things, and I made up stories so that I could feel that I belong if they think that I'm all that. It's a madness that I can't just turn off. An addiction more potent than heroine.

And all those stuffs are haunting me now. Things got out of control and I think that I am to Blame. The People that I truly cared for are now going away. I'm dying inside. I felt so empty and hollow. I realized this when a very close friend of mine started to ignore me. He was fed up by the lame excuses that I told him. I know that I'm not the same anymore. I know I had to change.

As I enter a new chapter in my life, I have to renovate my inner self. Start anew. I can't continue living like this.

I don't want you to forgive me so that I could come out clean. I just want you to understand and maybe in the long run, slowly you'll find it in your heart to accept me.

I just want you to know that, No matter what I'll always be here for you.

So This is Me...


I'm Jan Errol P. Duazo and I'm a Liar.


Pre Valentine Dramz

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

There was this guy from my hometown that I really love. I swear.. Way back in my elementary days to my High School years. I know that it’s not right, it’s not even normal, I think. So I suppressed it. I left the town right before My Senior Year in High School just to close the doors of the past. I still come back every once in a while for a day or two, so that there would be no chance of seeing him. And it has been Six years since then.

I thought I was over him, so I decided to go back and stayed longer than I used to. It’s been 3 weeks and we've been seeing each other, hangout, eat out together. I know that I was over him. Well I thought I knew. We've talked about things and catch up on each other. Everything went well.

Till one night when we went out together. He told me that his heart was breaking. He told me everything about this girl that I really know and how she broke his heart. He cried in front of me and sob til dawn. I've never seen a guy break out like that. He said that he still needs me when he stumble and fall like what we used to. I think that it's just okay coz we're friends. She is one lucky B*tch.

What surprised me more was my heart. I don't know what to call that feeling but it hurts. I don't want to see him cry or hurt. Even though I think that his problem is not worth my time but I just can't leave him behind like that.

Right now I'm lost. I don't know where to put myself.


I'm really confused.



Am I rekindling the old flame that I’ve tried to put off or It's just a friendly PITY that I'm Feeling.


Please Help Me..