Thursday, April 30, 2009

Nathadel Jore




A lot of people have claimed that they know the real Nathadel and I am not claiming that I know her that much but I think I've seen enough. We became friends since forever.


People don't know that she had so many alter egos. I used to call her names depending on the type of personality that exists with in her. Some of which are CORY, POPS, SPIRITS and the Granny. Remember them NAT????




She was there for me even though I never told her that I needed her. She was like the sister that I never had. She never told me "I told You So" when I was wrong and she was there for me when my world was crushing down on me. When I was struggling with my life she was there. She's willing to put her life on hold just for me...



God bless you MADZ. I know you will pass the Board Exam like I do. Keep the faith and just Pray...

Sunday, April 26, 2009

A Lesson Well Learned

Today I received a text message from a close friend.


Misunderstanding the Sweetness of a Person Might Hurt When You Thought It Was Love



This is his subtle way of reminding me that my insanity about a guy had gone too far. That I've pushed the limits and that all I've done is not worth it.

Thank you so much!

Friday, April 24, 2009

It's Official.. Im a Wedding Planner

LOL.. Just out of boredom.. I volunteered to plan for a friends wedding so hopefully tomorrow all goes smoothly...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Loving on the Rebound!!!!!!!!!!!

So here I am again. Loving someone, so easily, yeah right, but I can't help myself. He was there when I need someone to talk to. He was my shoulder to cry on. He understands why my tears are falling. He did the sweetest thing in the world. He heard the sound of my broken heart. (corny ra) He makes my world like a beautiful rhyme I just hope that he won't change track.


The Saddest part is he is straight and he doesn't know that I like him.

You could be mad at me all you want but I ain't coming back and not loving him.
I'm losing myself....

I think I need to go to rehab.......


I don't know.. I must be crazy..

Friday, April 17, 2009

Long Distance Relationship is CRAP




I used to think that when you fall in love with someone you'll never fall out of it. That when you feel that it's real, it would endure time and distance. That love will make me happy.

These past few weeks I've been away from the guy that I love and truly cared for. I thought the distance would be bridged and everything will be alright. Space had tested us so soon into this relationship. Things had changed between us. Maybe because I jumped into this relationship with my eyes closed and my heart on my hands. I took that risk without any reservations. Certainly some risks are not worth it.

You won't hear that "it's not you, it's me" line coz it was definitely him. I'm just so stupid not to figure it out. So sad that I ignored all the signs thinking that maybe it's just me and that I'm just paranoid. He's been acting strange and been so cold. I know that something was up.

Just don't go next to me and apologize, coz it's too late to do that. Baby I'm already out of the door. Thank you for ignoring me, coz that really helped me made up my mind. I know it's not gonna be easy but I'll get by.

CONCLUSION: Long Distance Relationships wont work.. I THINK....

SINGLE LADIES Fever to the Extreme


Mga bayot boang na way mabuhat


Imagine what people do for that shot of fame.... and I am entertained....

OATH TAKING CEREMONY

The Day I became a FULL PLEDGE NURSE. It was the most amazing feeling in world.




With Jermaine and Kreole...



With Mario, Eric, Jermaine, and Londres....

Saturday, April 04, 2009

It Ends Tonight

I don't know what to do right now.... I'm currently sorting things out. There's so many things I wanna know the answers to.

The chances I took for him had me on my knees, but you'll never see me beg. Go and die alone, I'm not coming with you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I knew this is coming, I just never thought that it would be this soon.

IT was too much to handle... Thank GOD I had this blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Now I realized that......



I'm not Cinderalla and he ain't PRINCE CHARMING, And This is not My Happy ENDING

Friday, April 03, 2009

Ouch!

I was bloghopping today and I bumped into my friend's blog. There's nobody in this world that could compare what he had been through. I admired his strength for throwing his pride towards the guy, but I found this conversation between them quite funny... I'm sorry C.


one morning....

me: good morning D, can i ask you a question?

no reply....

one day passed by....

two days....

that afternoon...

him: hi C! sori now lang ko ka reply. wats ur question diay? (hey c sorry, If I just replied to your message, what were u asking again?)

ignored him...

that night...

me: hi D! are you busy?

him: no. wats ur question diay?

me: hmmm what would you say if i told you i liked you? i really liked you?

him: salamat (thank you)

me: that's it?!

him: yep...salamat kaayu!(thank you so much)

me: uhh okay...so can we go out sometime?

him: pass lang ko ana C. (ill pass)

SYET! WA NAI MAS BUSTED PA ANI?!