Wednesday, December 05, 2012

I am that Person Behind the Back

I remember when I was younger I used to hangout with people who I thought was cool good and all. We used to do things together. It felt like the world is just turning around us. Seize the day just for the other. I am really happy to finally had that feeling that I belong.

Years go by. New people came along. They had new friends and I made a few too. Now I became your confidant. You used to tell me how you and this other girl couldn't get along. Given that thought of you being hurt by another person made me hate her even more than the hurt in your heart.

Then you patched things up with her and I was left hanging in the corner but it was totally fine with me. I know then on that you would reconcile with her. You started hangin out with her again and suddenly you became somebody I don't know. The things you said to me about her, you made it look like I'm the one who said it. Remember I don't know a thing about her. It was you all along that came up with those stories. For one I don't care about her, I care about you.

Yeah you are right. I am that person behind your back. I am that person behind your back whom you talk to when all the world in front of you seems crashing down. I am that person behind your back when you are losing your ground. I am that person behind your back because I always put you in front. We never really talked anything behind each other's back I was facing you that time remember? And if the things I said to you  hurt you, then I am sorry but I can't help it, I just have to tell you what I think and what I feel. If it hurts you then you know that its only the truth that I was talking about.

If you think that being that person who is always behind your back is so bad then some friend you are. Continue what you do coz I am so done being that. I am done seeing things from a person behind your back's point of you. Continue hangin out with the people you call your friends now, because they don't talk to you when you need that person behind your back. Remember the rumors and gossip I told you? You hated me for that but I never came up with it. Your "friends" did.

One day you'll come to your sense and see everything from my point of you. From the person always behind your back. Hopefully it wont be too late.

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