I thought It was Simple but it was Hell Complicated

Everywhere I go. No matter what I do. I still had that memory of you haunting me every night. I don't know. I just can't move on. I really had enough of this drama.  I was just wondering where's that happy ending that you told me about. I thought you never wanted to see me cry. But I guess this is what you were after.

 Now can't you see that you are everything I want. Can't you see right through me how this thing hurts me. You showed me what it's like to live. Now you've showed me ways to die with your big brown eyes.