Friday, March 01, 2013

From Brother to Bother

Today I realized that I was just hurting myself thinking everything would be okay when I know that when I look into your eyes I see that you despise me.

So here's the thing. There was this someone whom I trust so much. I trust him with my life, even with my family's life. He was not my lover but I love this kid like a brother. I know that I am safe with him coz I can just speak what's on my mind.

The day he had some misunderstanding with his girlfriend. I know it was no longer my business but as what I've said anyone who hurts my friends hurts me too. I remember back in the day, he said that there was this girl that he liked but he was havin a lot of doubts in his self. I just want you guys to be happy.

That day I saw you guys practically just throwing hate back and forth, I know that I had to say something. I'd rather see you guys apart and be happy again than be together and emotionally unattached to one another. I just think it's so sad. As much as it hurts you guys. It hurts me too.

I was just wondering how did we let this thing get into us. I know I messed up big time. I said I'm sorry. I know bribing you was so wrong. I even dropped my ego. So dude, how's your pride going?

I think I've had enough. I'm so done trying. So this thing that you're into? Pretending like we know nothing about each other? Two can play this game too.

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