Tuesday, April 23, 2013

The Rainbow Flag

Just today, I have experienced being put down, disregarded because I was gay. My opinion was silenced by someone who thought that I was harassing them when in fact I wasn't even attacking someone. I know I had those days where I bully someone but those are way behind me.

For a group that had the RAINBOW FLAG as a group Icon to do this to me had some explaining to do. Not to me, but their self. The rainbow flag symbolizes equality among people and mostly among gender. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion and may it be hurtful to someone as long as it is honest and with good intention. Hurtful? Yes, because the truth hurts. REALITY hurts. And in reality, People had this CRAZY gay stereotype that we belong in the salon and that gays are promiscuous. (dili sa pag put down sa akong mga igsoon nga parlorista.) But some gays are better than straight people. That's why there is a saying that goes, "WE ALL WANT TO BE HAPPY AND GAY."

I just wanna question, why do you have to put the RAINBOW Flag as a group ICON when in reality the group doesn't practice equality. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion may it be right or wrong. PASAGDAE KAY IYAHA NANG KATONGOD. FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION IS A DIVINE ANIMAL RIGHT.

I humbly ask the group admins, to take down that rainbow flag until you guys learn to appreciate EQUALITY.


way magboot nako og mao ni akong angle sa arguement.. ako ning blog!!!

I will post the whole story tomorrow. Thank you



Saturday, April 20, 2013

Private Joke

My boyfriend collection have talked about "PHOTOGRAPHY" suddenly coming out of nowhere. Watermarking all pictures with a fancy name and putting Photography in the end. SMH. Yes, sometimes people tend to do what mainstream media dictates. KAY USO LAGE SA FACEBOOK AW SABAY NALANG SA USO.

I don't even know a thing about photography. I had to ask my friend and to explain to me in a nutshell what goes behind every picture. I know that there are a lot of things to consider when you are a real photographer because it is not just about POINT POSE and SHOOT.

I am not a photographer, I am a lousy blogger. I talk about what's happening around me and sometimes I post pictures to help me explain what is going on. Being a blogger doesn't mean that I can't identify good and bad pictures. I know ART coz I AM GAY.

Photography and modeling sometimes they go side by side.  Being a model you have to take control of your body to pose APPROPRIATELY. You have to consider your expected audience/clientele. If it requires you as a model to pose sexy/seductive, it doesn't mean you have to look trashy and cheap. CLASSY not TRASHY. You can be sexy even without showing all your skin. Showing your cleavage, wearing your PEKPEK short shorts, sticking your tongue out and putting your finger in your mouth would help you look like you need some spanking. TSK TSK TSK. MASUKO JUD SI TYRA BANKS NINYO. I remember Tyra saying that as a model, if you don't like what the photographer is asking you to do, YOU CAN ALWAYS SAY NO. So why don't you try posing in front of the mirror first.

Just because you own a high end camera doesn't make you a photographer. You have to master the craft. Until then don't label your pictures with PHOTOGRAPHY. Lately, a DSLR camera had became a STATUS SYMBOL. PALIT PALIT OG CAMERA nga NINDOT ARON INGNON KA AFFORD BA.

I know you are thinking that you have to watermark your pictures because people may copy your picture without your permission. I know, it happened to me, it happened to my friend, that's why, I sometimes watermark my name without the word "PHOTOGRAPHY" in the end.

The best photographers are always open to comments. May it be positive or negative. Positive comments tell  you what you have accomplished, what you know in the craft so far. Negative comments tell you what you have to know, what you need to know and what you need to improve. Negative comments are always the most honest comments. Positive comment could sometimes be BULLSH*T to feed your ego. PADAHOMON RA KA BA.

So if you want to be a photographer you might want to consider this before doing something drastic with your pictures.

JAN ERROL DUAZO PHOTOGRAPHY where the pictures are always blurry. KUROG OG KAMOT IGIS LOLING.

Nicki Minaj- Marilyn Monroe

Sometimes when I can't express myself, I look for a song that can.

Hope you liked it like I do.

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

All Smile

Just shake off every problems you had and lead a happy life. At some point you have to let go of people in your life. No matter how hard you try, some people doesn't wanna be in your life. You just have to be happy and contented with what you have in your plate.


Happy Birthday

First up Let me just give a big shout out to my girl APRIL KAYE RACAZA. Happy Birthday. May you have the things that you always wanted.

Happy Birthday Erin Joyce Dalag.. Thank you for being there when I am almost dying everytime I go to the city. Thank you for the love and friendship. ALWAYS

Tuesday, April 09, 2013

New Beginnings



I had moments when people hurt me so bad and then on top of that, they just pretend like nothing ever happened. Like I never really came and walked into their lives. I know it's lame but this is what I'm feeling right now.

I always make it a point, no matter how busy my life gets, to make time for people that are very important to me. Is it wrong to care for someone so much that you lost yourself in the process? Does everything happened for a reason, or do we have reasons for everything that happened?

I am very disappointed with myself. Sometimes I just feel like I am a "SHRINK" and everyone who came to me is my "NUTCASE". Once they are back on track again, they just  leave me with no apparent reason. It's always like this. Same case over and over again. Maybe because I trust people so quickly. I am so quick to label them as "MY FRIENDS" when in fact I barely even know them.

I know everything happens for a reason, people come and go. I am just happy that there are those people who came into my life, never said anything, no false promises and yet they never left me. They never give up on my no matter what bullshit I have. And I've been counting them, I just happen to have 15.

So I'm putting my walls back up. Bringing back my reigns of control. Taking my life back to where it was before. Bringing my B*tch face back. The next time someone came in to me. I wont be easy!.

Tuesday, April 02, 2013

Speak

Lonely OLD FAG

I wish people would just learn how to say no instead of avoiding giving an answer. I can deal with disappointment, I can't deal with bullshit.