Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Thank You

Saturday, March 07, 2015

Well, I am on my feet now trying to get my life back together again. Though I don't know why but I still don't want to meet new people. For a moment there, you got me thinking that meeting you was destiny. How you made me love you more and more each day was epic. We used to be so turned up and now we are growing apart.

You give me the best 6 months of my life. I know it's over now but if I were to live my past again. I wan't it to be just the way it is. Because no matter what happened, you treated me like a QUEEN but in my world you are my RULER.


One True Love

Monday, November 24, 2014

I believe in the saying that we all have that one person whom we will love for the rest of our lives.  I met mine last December 10, 2011. It started out as a joke and ended up as the biggest farce of my life. In between those jokes, he made me happy. He made me feel so special. He made me feel alive. There was something about him that I just can't resist. 

I know his role in my life is already over. We lived our seperate ways for a year and a half. No call no show. No nothing. I have dated other people. Experienced new things. Been happier than ever. Or so I thought. 

I saw him, for the first time in a long time last weekend. Ohh, he is so ravishing. There's something in me that only him can ignite. Just like that and my walls came tumbling done. I don't know how a simple smile could bring me down on my knees. 

I just realized that he is my one true love. That one true love I wish I could have. I just hope one day, in time, I could fully moved on! Just not today!

Have you ever had your one true love? Feel free to tell me your story!


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Friday, September 19, 2014


Once in a while someone enters your life and you know instantly you will never let them go.
-Skinny B

Summer Fling

Sunday, June 01, 2014

Sometimes I pretend that life is good and easy that you can always go out and play, work hard play hard they say, and here I am caught up with my feelings. I rode love like I know it, like how I ride my bike like a cowboy! Fast and Dangerous!

 Like the heat of summer, you kinda like seeing yourself tan and basking under the sun. So you see, I like going out him because he was fun. He made me laugh with all the silliest stuff and the weird things he does. He always want me to want some more. For sure, He was a good arm candy. With him, I can just let everything down. Loving every bits and pieces of him.

Like the heat of summer I got burned and he just fade away. NO CALL, NO TEXT. Maybe I have come to the end of the show. He never really promised me a happy ending nor did he say that he's not gonna make me cry. As I bid summer goodbye, I would also let this love die.

Maybe one day, one hot summer day I will meet you again. Love will find us again and we can be more than friends. Til that day, I will hold that smile on your face inside my lonely heart.

I don't care how good you fake it but in my heart it was love that we make! Goodbye summer. Goodbye SUMMER FLING!

Pre-Valentine Dramz: Remix

Sunday, February 09, 2014

It felt like 2010 all over again, where I felt like shyet. Come on what did I miss the last time? How did I let someone treat me like this again. I thought we are friends.

I know we are over before this all happened but grrrrr. I guess I wasn't really over you. So here I am feeling mopey and miserable on the corner. I felt like a total loser for even posting this.

So this is my happily never after. A love I kept inside of me for so long. I know I deserve this for never learning anything from the past. I deserve every teardrop that falls tonight coz tomorrow I know I'll be alright and things will turn out right.

Shout For Joy

Sunday, January 26, 2014


All I know is, It's time to turn my frown upside down. I'm throwing all your pictures from under my pillow to the trash now. And I'm not tryna hear all your excuses like the times you didn't call me when you said you would. I finally figured out that guys are so hard to trust.

You know, Everybody said that we should never part but tell me baby why you wanna go and break my heart. What we had was good. What is good wont last. I loved you. It will always be you. I gots to go and figure out what the world holds for me.

No More Shine for SUNSHINE

Saturday, August 03, 2013



I've told y'all how I liked this guy we call SUNSHINE, well Sunshine got scared. Actually I kinda push him away. I had this way of pushing people out of my life. There was nothing wrong with Sunshine. I like the fact that he treats me like a lady but he wants this thing on the down low. I can't keep things on the down low. So I made ways for him to walk away. No more buzzing on my FB chatbox. No more ringing on my phone. NO MORE SUNSHINE.

Okay no need to worry. This is part of the cycle. That mean and vicious cycle. I will find another sunshine. By that time He will be ready. I will be ready for everything and nothing can get in the way to what I'm feeling.

BUT FOR NOW, ALL I WANNA DO IS KILL THE EMOTIONS AND F*CK THIS CRAZY FEELING.


Ur my Sunshine

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

I got this someone whom I don't really see everyday. I don't even see him on the regular. But he is the reason why I got that smile when I hear my cellphone buzzin or I hear that pop in my facebook chatbox. I just don't know what's with this guy that makes me like this. He is like a ray of sunshine that brightens up my day. For that, let's just call him SUNSHINE.

I don't wanna ask him out coz that might scare him away but I'm just holding myself. I don't want to make a fuss about this. This is just to good that I don't wanna not post this here. We'll see where this shine go!

Anything for My Mama

Wednesday, February 06, 2013

Today I wanna give a big shout out to the woman whom I always forget but today I'm gonna give it to her. She is always there for me. She wakes up early in the morning just to fix us a hot meal. I can't forget how with just one look she knows that something is wrong with me no matter how hard I try to deny it. I remember back in the day she'd tutor me so that I could be top of my class. She taught me well. I love her and I appreciate how she raised me and all the extra things that she did.


Next month is her birthday. I bought her tickets to Manila for her to visit her sister whom she haven't seen in a while. She doesn't know it yet and I'm excited to surprise her.. She's gonna shyet bricks for sure.

Text

Sunday, January 27, 2013

I didn't know that just one text could ruin my night. It wasn't sent to me. I accidentally read it from someone else's mobile. Which made me wonder.

coz I am so tired of

when all I wanna do is 


and
I just wish that 





but 

I just wanna thank you for the experience. I gotta go. Get myself away from you.


Tonight

Saturday, December 01, 2012

Tonight, you made it perfectly clear what my purpose is in your life. Thank you for making up my mind for me. Your words and your beautiful eyes certainly wont help you. I'm walking out and never looking back at you. This is it I finally had the motivation. It took me longer coz my love for you is the one that keeps on linger.  I wanna thank you though for the memories and for the pain. Without it I wouldn't be this strong. Thank you and I love you goodbye.
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It's a Beautiful Life

Monday, November 19, 2012

After all the drama,I realized that I have a lot of people that I took forgranted and they are just waiting for me to give them the attention. I realized that while I was hungry for his affection  they were already giving me that kind of lovin. Thank you for staying after all the bullshit that I went through. Thats just what it is to me now.Bullshit. I don't care about his whereabouts now coz i know where I stand in his life.
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I knew It

Monday, November 12, 2012

Don't say your sorry coz my heart is not even breaking. I knew then on that there was something wrong. I knew that it was not something it was someone. You told me you love her that's why can't be with me but why are you with the OTHER HER. hahaha Man, you got me confused there. Unsa mani atong show ani? Nestea? SHARE SHARE lang?

Take your I'm sorry with you and tell that to the REAL HER. Maybe she is too naive to believe that. And when all this fall down, I will have a ball watching you pick up the pieces of your lies.

For a moment you got me thinking I was dirty, till I saw you tonight picking up that trash

Simple Dirty Laundry

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

Okay, I know by now you might be really mad at me for posting shyet about you here on my blog. You know me, this is what I do best. Talk about random people here who might have a little clue that it was them I was talkin about.

I was just wondering why you could act like you are had everything figured out one minute and so lost on the next. I just don't get it. If your gonna ignore me, don't talk to me like you want me. Come on get real.

You seriously need to have things straightened out. How could you act like you are in a relationship in broad day light and when all the lights go out you immediately forget what thing your on.

See, you are so wrong there my love when I saw you comin out some girls house who happens to be the one you're claiming to be one of your closest friend. I know there was nothing wrong with that til I saw you kissing her and touching her in parts that was very inappropriate. Didn't mama teach you how to touch a girl?

Sometimes I wish I never met you, coz I was just perfectly fine til you came in to my life. But don't worry babe coz I'll be over you like I was just doin my simple dirty laundry. I know I'll be over you and that's just simple.!

Over and Over Again

Sunday, November 04, 2012

Ahem, there was this girl that I know who really like one of my closest friend. This girl was cute alright, but the guy never see her worth. She did everything she could just to get that chance to be with this guy. Hangout  with the guys in the park, be one of the boys, chill with them at a common friends house. She even made up stories just for him to stay but it only pushed him away. I thought that she would just let him be but she was persistent. I thought it was pathetic. I thought it was very cheap and very degrading.


Til today, when I had dinner with my betch sister.I told her about this girl and all the things she did. My sister told me that I had no right to laugh at this girl. Considering the things that I've done with this guy. Hhmmmm. I don't know what to say anymore.

My sister was right. I was that girl or even worst. I am into this mean and vicious cycle that keeps on repeating. She asked me when will it stop and I don't even know the answer.

Meet a guy. Get to know him. Fall in love. Fall even harder. Get crazy. Then things get really ugly, went into a mini melt down and finally move on. This is the cycle that I am on. Pathetic as it seem but I can't help it. Its a part of being me.

I know Im Stupid but Im Just in LOVE

Thursday, March 22, 2012

I know and I've been told so many times that this would mean nothing. Kathryn Jane had been telling that it would be just a waste of time but I never heed her warning coz boy, here I go again. She kept on telling me to let go and that he is not the one. I thought I saw something in him coz he treats me like a lady a side my friends never get to see. Guess that's what made me dumb.


The time is up coz right now im leaving it all behind. No more cheating and lying. This tears had finally run dry. Now I can say that what we had is history. And no matter what I do for you I know It will never be enough. So this is me tellin you goodbye...

How I Spent my Valentines Day

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Well if you've been reading this blog. You know that I've dreaded Valentines Day and all the Drama attached to it. So to avoid the drama, I spent it alone. After the party, I immediately went home and Sleep.


There's just one thing that I promised not to do again. To Fall in LOVE but babe here I go Again

Eff YOU!

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

I don't know where to start this post. Should I start with the as*hole or the B*tch that started all this Drama?
So this me telling it all... my side of the story...as I rise from the flames and leaving all this drama behind, I just had to be true to myself and to everyone I know. Summa total, I was just hurting myself for trusting too much, loving too much. I just wished that you guys could see the pain in my eyes so that you'll realize how much I cared.

So what if I told you I love you..baby just don't let it go through your head and act like you own me.. I gave up my love to you but not my soul...

I could finally close this book, not end a chapter, and start a new one.

Moral
Never regret! Whether it's good, bad, wonderful, or heartbreaking, it's living at it's most real. Always learn and become stronger for what you've experienced.

Same Shyet, Different Day

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

You probably know by now that I'm a sucker for love. I know that its such a cliche when we say to the one we love for the moment "where have you been all my life". And all the things that I do for love is unbearable. The way his image kept on running in and out of my mind when I'm doin nothing. This is bigger than Ecstasy. Well who want's to be lonely when you get old. IKR. So I decided to wait for love to come to me and never ever try to search for it.


I don't know why I post this but I'm dealin with the same shyet every single day. Thats My point

Do the Math: 1+1=0

Thursday, September 15, 2011

If you've been reading my blog, then by now, you are so fed up with me whining about a none existent love affair. It's a mean and vicious cycle that I don't seem to get until now.

I am putting a rest on this on love. Screw everyone around. Make their lives as miserable as the one that I have. Guess the betch is back... Finally


No more sappy post from me...