Showing posts with label Rumors. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Rumors. Show all posts

I am that Person Behind the Back

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

I remember when I was younger I used to hangout with people who I thought was cool good and all. We used to do things together. It felt like the world is just turning around us. Seize the day just for the other. I am really happy to finally had that feeling that I belong.

Years go by. New people came along. They had new friends and I made a few too. Now I became your confidant. You used to tell me how you and this other girl couldn't get along. Given that thought of you being hurt by another person made me hate her even more than the hurt in your heart.

Then you patched things up with her and I was left hanging in the corner but it was totally fine with me. I know then on that you would reconcile with her. You started hangin out with her again and suddenly you became somebody I don't know. The things you said to me about her, you made it look like I'm the one who said it. Remember I don't know a thing about her. It was you all along that came up with those stories. For one I don't care about her, I care about you.

Yeah you are right. I am that person behind your back. I am that person behind your back whom you talk to when all the world in front of you seems crashing down. I am that person behind your back when you are losing your ground. I am that person behind your back because I always put you in front. We never really talked anything behind each other's back I was facing you that time remember? And if the things I said to you  hurt you, then I am sorry but I can't help it, I just have to tell you what I think and what I feel. If it hurts you then you know that its only the truth that I was talking about.

If you think that being that person who is always behind your back is so bad then some friend you are. Continue what you do coz I am so done being that. I am done seeing things from a person behind your back's point of you. Continue hangin out with the people you call your friends now, because they don't talk to you when you need that person behind your back. Remember the rumors and gossip I told you? You hated me for that but I never came up with it. Your "friends" did.

One day you'll come to your sense and see everything from my point of you. From the person always behind your back. Hopefully it wont be too late.

My Thoughts on Rumors and Gossip

Monday, October 08, 2012

Just recently a lot of rumors had been spreading in my circle about something. I am not writing this post to clarify things coz nothing that I will say will change your mind. Seems to me that you know me better than I do.

In my 20 years of existence I've come around issues like this. I've come to know that people will judge you negatively and will talk about you no matter you do bad or good. If you are really concerned about me come talk to me, not talk about me, otherwise I'll be thinking that you are using me as your entertainment. Well I'm glad to be just that to you. I hope you felt better in your unhappy life.

I am so done with this, I've dealt with people who wants to bring me down but can't you see that I am still holding my ground. People like that are jealous and insecure. I must be something for you to feel that way.

I just wanna let people know that you just heard ONE SIDE OF THAT STORY. If you have heard the other, which is my side, then you can judge me.

People have an inclination to love, like, and believe those who are sweet, good-looking people but I don't have that. I have a rough, tough and I may speak in a tone higher than everyone but I don't use it to harass people, and with that I am often judged negatively. I always get that.

Come to think of it, It would be amazing and I'd be having a lot of fun if I actually did every single thing that people accused me of. Just snap your fingers and say "I need a life." before I do it. Hahahaha

A wise man once said to believe what you see, and none of what you hear. But in this town people believe in things that they've heard, and make up stories about what they didn't see.

They say people who gossip with you will gossip about you to other people. This is not entirely true because my friends wont do this to me. Maybe your friends was never true to you right from the start.

People claimed to lead a busy life but they always take the time out of their schedule to talk about me. My life must be important more than I think of.

One day KARMA will get to you. So GOODLUCK with that. AMEN!