Nathadel Jore

Thursday, April 30, 2009




A lot of people have claimed that they know the real Nathadel and I am not claiming that I know her that much but I think I've seen enough. We became friends since forever.


People don't know that she had so many alter egos. I used to call her names depending on the type of personality that exists with in her. Some of which are CORY, POPS, SPIRITS and the Granny. Remember them NAT????




She was there for me even though I never told her that I needed her. She was like the sister that I never had. She never told me "I told You So" when I was wrong and she was there for me when my world was crushing down on me. When I was struggling with my life she was there. She's willing to put her life on hold just for me...



God bless you MADZ. I know you will pass the Board Exam like I do. Keep the faith and just Pray...

A Lesson Well Learned

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Today I received a text message from a close friend.


Misunderstanding the Sweetness of a Person Might Hurt When You Thought It Was Love



This is his subtle way of reminding me that my insanity about a guy had gone too far. That I've pushed the limits and that all I've done is not worth it.

Thank you so much!

It's Official.. Im a Wedding Planner

Friday, April 24, 2009

LOL.. Just out of boredom.. I volunteered to plan for a friends wedding so hopefully tomorrow all goes smoothly...

Loving on the Rebound!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

So here I am again. Loving someone, so easily, yeah right, but I can't help myself. He was there when I need someone to talk to. He was my shoulder to cry on. He understands why my tears are falling. He did the sweetest thing in the world. He heard the sound of my broken heart. (corny ra) He makes my world like a beautiful rhyme I just hope that he won't change track.


The Saddest part is he is straight and he doesn't know that I like him.

You could be mad at me all you want but I ain't coming back and not loving him.
I'm losing myself....

I think I need to go to rehab.......


I don't know.. I must be crazy..

Long Distance Relationship is CRAP

Friday, April 17, 2009




I used to think that when you fall in love with someone you'll never fall out of it. That when you feel that it's real, it would endure time and distance. That love will make me happy.

These past few weeks I've been away from the guy that I love and truly cared for. I thought the distance would be bridged and everything will be alright. Space had tested us so soon into this relationship. Things had changed between us. Maybe because I jumped into this relationship with my eyes closed and my heart on my hands. I took that risk without any reservations. Certainly some risks are not worth it.

You won't hear that "it's not you, it's me" line coz it was definitely him. I'm just so stupid not to figure it out. So sad that I ignored all the signs thinking that maybe it's just me and that I'm just paranoid. He's been acting strange and been so cold. I know that something was up.

Just don't go next to me and apologize, coz it's too late to do that. Baby I'm already out of the door. Thank you for ignoring me, coz that really helped me made up my mind. I know it's not gonna be easy but I'll get by.

CONCLUSION: Long Distance Relationships wont work.. I THINK....