Getting Over Is Hard to Get Over

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

I'm getting really paranoid about this thing. It's like you can never get any sleep at all even though you really want to but your thoughts just keeps you up. Worrying about the wrong stuffs and all crap. Made myself go from being just unhappy to being unhappier with the way my life is going through right now. Thinking about the "should haves" and the "would haves". I've been down this road 2 million times already and can't believe I'm heading that way again. Clinging unto what's left inside, but there's nothin in. It's hard when you preach about how other people should live their lives and yet I can't even get a grip with mine. It's funny when professionally I can help a person live but I'm struggling to be alive. Come on. How cruel life can be?


I know it's bananas when I would say that I had a relapse. I'm already broken but my mind keeps pounding my heart in little bits of pieces til it becomes dust. Why can't we be satisfied with what is laid on our plate? Why do we to reach over someone's platter and take a piece? Crack me up and look inside but I don't have the answers.

Would it be too much to ask if you want your old self back after you are scraped out of your juice?


These thought keeps me alive:

I'm not alone, I'm Just Single. I still got my Friends on my Back.

How Gays are Made

Monday, June 08, 2009

They say that good girls are made of sugar, spice and everything nice (powerpuff girls) but gays are made of glitter and alcohol with eyeliners on the side and something fun.


Seriously, gays are born and not made. Some people may that some guy made him gay what they don't is that they are born that way. They just don't realize it and needs a slight push for them to fully realize their potentials as GAYS.

Joe Jonas Does Single Ladies

Thursday, June 04, 2009




This is really creepy..

Things Change!

It's amazing that in just a matter of days, how things can change so fast. It's out of control. In a blink of an eye, all the things that I ever wanted went out of my reach. As I look back, I couldn't imagine that things would end up this way. In the process Im loosing myself.

Things had to change..... certainly...




Seriously... I had to, for my friends, family and for myself....

Chasing Gaga

Monday, June 01, 2009

The Lady that I love is at IT again.. She Just Released the music video for my Favorite song which is PAPARAZZI. Ahhhhh and its crazy. Shes like a burning flame you can't just put off..











click here to view the video