LL: Lorre Lately

Lately I've lost every single memory of happiness in my mind. I was so dejected with what's happening with my life.  I blamed this to AGE and CHOLESTEROL. I am always easily irritated and had violent tendencies towards myself. This really scared me. I wasn't like this before.


So I went out of my usual day to day routine and hang out with my friends... But to no avail they couldn't make it. That made me furious even more. I scoured the town for some people to hang out with. And I found my friend's prodigee.


People Meet The BAGETS

Hangin out with them made me see a new perspective in life. They made me realize that age is just numbers we attach to ourself it doesn't mean anything except the number of years we live on earth. We only get old when we stop believing in ourselves and when we stop the thirst for new things to do. With them my heart starts to pound (and I'm not in love this time) because it is filled with excitement. They never run out of things to do.


Some say that I only hang out with them coz I ran out of people to spend time with and that they are my only option. JUST SO YOU KNOW, they are the best option I ever had.

Get Well Soon Babe

Screaming For MORE!!!

It was a Saturday and the wind was rough. It made the sea mad. Mad for big waves just the way we want it to be..

Meet the Plastics

The Plastics are those people who pretend to like you when they actually don't. In my 20 years of life I've come to meet them all. Not one by one but all of them in one place.

Allow me to introduce the first plastic!


1. The Ultra Sensitive Gay with Sub Par work Performance and Super Sensitive Ego!
I guess the name says it all. This type of plastic will lure you into believing that He is all too good with his sensitive side. Once you see pass through that you'll see the evil beneath his eyes.! Mind you it took me 1 year and 6 months to figure this out.

2. The UGLY Damsel in Distress with Super Flirtatious Claws.
I never really liked this girl right from the start.I knew then on that she is up to NO good. But I still give her the chance to get to know her... and I was right!

3. The Vivacious Hunk with a killer smile.
This one is kinda hard. I was led on to believing that he actually cared but he really don't. He made me believe that we are friends and with that killer smile. I don't know! I am so dead!

4. The Evil Do Good-er!
This one is the hardest! This type could actually kill you. He will not just say things but actually do good things to you. He will kill you with his kindness. Do some errands and once he had your trust and all. He will drop you off like a hot potato.


Have you ever been with this type of People?? I have and that really Hurts.....

Passion

Have you ever been to a point when you have to question someone's friendship? Well I have.

I just can't pretend to be okay when I am NOT!!! I don't want to hover on things that are not important. Don't want to spend my time wasted on people that are not real. I am mad. I am Angry. YES! I just had to let this all out.

Something went so wrong at work today. I just had to question someone's stand on this friendship. I know I'm sounding like I'm in a competition with his girl. But sorry to disappoint you, I know I'll loose that game. and this is totally another story.

I had asked some of my friends to scrub in the operating room today for we lack manpower in the hospital. And as if they were just staring at a blank page and as if they didn't hear me.. They still went creepin with some losers. I know It's none of my business but I asked them as a friend.. And that's whats eating me... It's not easy...

So i continued with my duties and dodge another bullet. I just couldnt take it. I was struggling all through out the entire procedure. I wish I could divide myself to be in two places at the same time. I did my best but I guess it wasn't enough. I just had to endure hurtful words that wasn't even supposed to be said. GRRRR

My mom told me that I rely on people too much that it would feel like the end of the world without them. I told her that were a team and who am I gonna rely on.. Sa ANIMALS??? Mom was right...

She also told me to be very strong to have an Iron heart.. coz in my line of work.. words will be said when people are stressed out.. I tried mom but maybe na lowbat today coz I was feeling like a total shipwrecked. I let down my guard and dropped my defenses. Im such a loser!! brrrr

Ok here's the MORAL of the Story.....
1. I've realized that Passion will run out once its filled with lust.
2. To never rely on someone too much.. I have my own two feet to stand on...