I am that Person Behind the Back

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

I remember when I was younger I used to hangout with people who I thought was cool good and all. We used to do things together. It felt like the world is just turning around us. Seize the day just for the other. I am really happy to finally had that feeling that I belong.

Years go by. New people came along. They had new friends and I made a few too. Now I became your confidant. You used to tell me how you and this other girl couldn't get along. Given that thought of you being hurt by another person made me hate her even more than the hurt in your heart.

Then you patched things up with her and I was left hanging in the corner but it was totally fine with me. I know then on that you would reconcile with her. You started hangin out with her again and suddenly you became somebody I don't know. The things you said to me about her, you made it look like I'm the one who said it. Remember I don't know a thing about her. It was you all along that came up with those stories. For one I don't care about her, I care about you.

Yeah you are right. I am that person behind your back. I am that person behind your back whom you talk to when all the world in front of you seems crashing down. I am that person behind your back when you are losing your ground. I am that person behind your back because I always put you in front. We never really talked anything behind each other's back I was facing you that time remember? And if the things I said to you  hurt you, then I am sorry but I can't help it, I just have to tell you what I think and what I feel. If it hurts you then you know that its only the truth that I was talking about.

If you think that being that person who is always behind your back is so bad then some friend you are. Continue what you do coz I am so done being that. I am done seeing things from a person behind your back's point of you. Continue hangin out with the people you call your friends now, because they don't talk to you when you need that person behind your back. Remember the rumors and gossip I told you? You hated me for that but I never came up with it. Your "friends" did.

One day you'll come to your sense and see everything from my point of you. From the person always behind your back. Hopefully it wont be too late.

What Goes Around Really Comes Back Around

Tuesday, December 04, 2012

I always thought that there will come a day where all the mistakes that I've made would bring me to a better place that I have always wanted. Right now, my life doesn't seem so bad. I had always been dreaming about this day since the day he went away. I remember in the beginning I was very insecure pathetic and foolish. I stumbled in my own with no one to hold.

I now realized that there was nothing to regret in my life. Even if my past was full of hurt. Even if there are a lot of people trying to stop my game, I still managed to make my own name. People had been talking about something made out of there ass. I just don't know what's the deal with all the talking behind my back. I thought I was so mean but maybe I had to redefine myself. Maybe I got something you wished you have. 

It's so funny seeing you coming to me begging for my attention and forgiveness. Sweetie maybe you thought you had me figured out but I ain't coming around. I had forgiven you a long time ago but it doesn't mean we had to be friends again. 

Life had flipped 180 on us and got you shootin hate all over the place. It doesn't make you look cool though. It made people hate you instead just so you know.

Happy First Birthday Xylemreyn EG Dalag

Sunday, December 02, 2012

Best in Avail sa Decoration
With Tita Raven
Mommy Reina, Daddy Taroro and BDAY Boy
Guest Appearance...
Bday Cake
With Tita Ern
With Mommy, Tita Tiny, Tita Ern and Tita Erin

Your Birthday may only come once in a year but you certainly bring life to hundreds every single day. May you bring if not the same, beyond the swag that your parents bring to this world. I love you and I will always be here for you. To spoil you even if your parents would hate me.. Believe me... Soon we will be drinking buddies.. 

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Best in Tripping 2012

Best in Tripping 2012

Ica Jo Aton: Fresh From Rehab: Best in Avail sa Contest. Tanan Gi apilan oi!

Best in Late for Halloween Party

Igka ogma ani uwaw na no?

Idol kaayo ni nako ang nag red. Rockista ang dating

For me she is last night's best dressed. What she wore was appropriate for the event and for her age. Suits her right.
Best in Talent.. Mura ra og nag disco sa jump
with J... He was one of the Judges too...
With my Boys. The Ting Ting Officials. hahaha

I was invited by a friend to judge a contest in their acquaintance party. Since I have nothing to do that night, I immediately said yes. I didn't know what I signed up for. Little did I know that it was going to be a laugh trip.   It's kinda like a breath of fresh air. I friggin hate formalities. Being formal is boring sometimes.

The Gay Host was a character. He had me laughing with all his jokes and antics. I just don't know what's the deal with the other hosts.

J and I was crackin the whole time.

I'm gonna give 3 thumbs up to the organizers. It was something I never expected to happen but I really like it. It made me miss my college friends whom I had a lot of fun with. I remember back in the day. I used to organize something like this.

Enjoy your life as a student guys coz after that it will all become bitter sweet memories.

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Tonight

Saturday, December 01, 2012

Tonight, you made it perfectly clear what my purpose is in your life. Thank you for making up my mind for me. Your words and your beautiful eyes certainly wont help you. I'm walking out and never looking back at you. This is it I finally had the motivation. It took me longer coz my love for you is the one that keeps on linger.  I wanna thank you though for the memories and for the pain. Without it I wouldn't be this strong. Thank you and I love you goodbye.
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